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Jan. 24th, 2010

Universities.

Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha !
Finally received my last offer from UCAS.
All five UK universities that I applied to gave me an offer.
They are as follows:
Aston University
Leeds University
Briton University
University of Liverpool
European Business School

Well, not many people get all 5 offers.
I'm quite fortunate to have all 5.
For that, I'm proud.

But, my mummy prefers me to go to Singapore's University.
The main reason is because overseas life is expensive
Especially in places like the UK.

Another reason is that my brother would most probably need to go overseas for university because of his poor results.
And on the hand, would have a better chance of getting into Singapore's universities.

Anyway, I dont mind studying anywhere in the world.
I know I can make myself happy no matter where.
And studying in my own hometown would be better as I would feel more comfortable as I go through my university life.

Jan. 17th, 2010

Can You Dress More Femine-ly, You're A Girl

I totally hate it when people tells me to be feminine just because I'm a girl.

Come on man.
Welcome to the 21st Century!

This is the century when gender is no longer a defining statement. Girls look like guys and vice versa.

Get out of your room. Walk down the streets. Some guys look like total chicks and some girls look super gungho. You'll see guys infront of the mirror for hours combing their hair and trying to look pretty while girls are starting to have really short hair walking around with baggy jeans and sneakers.

Stop being a stereotype. Stop living in your world where girls only wear skirts.

And since when did I ever need your advice on clothes?
Look at yourself in the mirror before telling me what to do.
Stop telling me to wear skirts.
I wear pants whenever I want.
I decide when I wanna wear skirts.
Not when you ~~fucking~~ ask me to.

I bet I look better in pants than you.
Are you jealous that I look good in pants but not you?
Oh.. That sucks dude..
Cause guys can only wear pants right?
So, if you look shitty in pants, doesnt that make you sad?

Oh ya.. I forgot..
You are sad.
You only live in the World of Warcraft.
Always in the corner of the common room playing WOW.
And mind you, you look ~~fucking~~ disgusting when you're playing WOW.
Actually, not only when you're playing WOW.
All the time, to be precise.

Keep your sad life, sad comments and sad face out of my sight.
And hope you have a good life. NOT! :D

P.S. Readers, I really hate that guy.

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Jan. 11th, 2010

First Snow

Yo Man ~!
Saw snow today..
S
N
O
W
SNOW!
Super cold la..
LOL.
Shall elaborate more again next time..
Look at the evidence!

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Jan. 10th, 2010

成长中的寂寞 / 家庭里的多余

总觉得自己和家人好像越走越远似的。
话越来越少了。
我的家庭分散了吗？
虽然在家里，但常常因为感到太寂寞而偷偷的流泪了。
怎么办？我也不想这样的。
每次看到妈妈和妹妹那么开心，就不由得心里一阵羡慕。
我也想加入她们的圈圈，但因害怕破坏她们的幸福所以就仍然保持着距离。
三个人在一起时，一定会有一个人会被冷落。
虽然很不想当那个人，但也不想让她们任何一个被冷落。
所以，就自然而然的站在圈圈的外侧。

寂寞是成长必要的一种的过程吗？
自从搬来上海，就常常和寂寞碰面。
以前，心理的空虚是用无尽的男朋友来填。
如今，不再想要靠男人时，却不知如何是好。
我呢，不喜欢交很多朋友。
朋友一多，在人群里心会更加的空虚。

我常常发现我会不知不觉地恨自己的妹妹。
恨她比我更受爸爸妈妈的宠爱。
每当我问爸妈为什么对妹妹比对我和哥哥更好时，他们都会说因为妹妹是最乖的。
因为妹妹很可怜，小时候就没有童年。
那请问，我和哥哥的青年是不是因为妹妹所谓的童年而有理由被忽略呢？
我知道这样很自私所以，我从来都没开口问过，只有把它默默地发泄在博客上。

我从小就一直认为妹妹毁了我的美满家庭。
如果妹妹没出的话，我们的家庭会是多么的美好。
我们的家其实有四个人。
双双对对，不会有孤单的人。
但，一加上了一个成员，就注定有人会被忽略。
十几年来，我都一直这样认为。
以前也是，现在也是，后来也是。
我之所以对她有如此的成见是因为她抢走了我的家庭，我的幸福。
弄得我从小就向外投靠。

她从小就被爸爸妈妈宠坏，所以表兄妹都不喜欢和她在一起。
她是一个很狡猾的人。
在爸爸妈妈面前就装作成被欺负的小绵羊，转头就变成了狐狸。
就因为被宠坏了，爸爸妈妈对她是百般呵护。
她也知道自己是家里最厉害的。
只要一滴泪，一阵哭声，她就是大赢家。

可也因为她，我变得那么独立。
有了她，我尝到了世界的不公平，尝到了寂寞，尝到了仇恨。
我该谢谢她赐给我的生命悟道。

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Dec. 26th, 2009

My Crush - T.O.P

I felt I had to post something about my crush now.
Some introduction of him.
He is from the popular korean band Big Bang (빅뱅).
He is the rapper of the group and an actor in South Korea.
He's name is Choi Seung-hyun/최승현/崔勝鉉 or rather just T.O.P
I think he is really good-looking and charming.
I love his eyes.
Check out my laptop background below

He is really good-looking right?
Admit he's good-looking!
Say it! Say it!

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Post-Christmas

mood:

blah

music: 10 out of 10 - 2pm

This year, I enjoyed Christmas the most.
Maybe because we don't usually celebrate Christmas.
I don't remember the last time we celebrated Christmas.
Anyway, I got 2 Christmas presents.
1. ASUS laptop :D
2. Perfume & soap set

Super happy. Both are what I want.
I was good this year, that's why.
I'm probably on the Nice List :D
Haha..

Anyway, studying Biology now.
Exams are around the corner...
NOOOOOO!!!!

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Dec. 24th, 2009

Christmas Eve

Why is it that i feel lonelier in my home country than in a foreign land?

Everyone that used to be part of my life seem to have their own lifes which excludes me..

I guess distance still makes a difference.. Well, only about 10Days left before I'll be on the plane again.. I'll just put up with the lonely shadow hovering around me..

My New Year's Resolution:
1. Learn not to trust people so easily.
2. Be more decisive and determined to carry out my decision.
3. To be a strong person who always smiles even when confronted with a storm.
4. Become an independent person who doesn't need to rely on anyone.
5. Be able to score well during the remaining tests and exams.

While thinking of my resolutions, i realised that resolutions are more of reflections/lessons of the past year.

Let's see how many resolutions i can achieve next year..

Dec. 8th, 2009

Today's Diary

music: Heartbeat - 2PM

I thought you weren't coming to school.
I was so happy when I saw you walking out of the boardroom.
For a second, I actually thought I was dreaming.
My heart was beating so hard then.
And I kinda stood there looking at you.
Cause I didn't know how to react.
Even though I just saw you yesterday, it's different.
Cause yesterday you said you weren't coming to school today.
So I though you're really not coming.
Anyway, it's really cool.
It's the first time I had a i-thought-i-was-dreaming scene.

However, I know that the reason you changed your mind on coming to school was probably cause of some girl.
And, I know she'll never be me.
I admit I did thought it was me.
But, I thought again.
I know my status.
Friend.
'Friends' is enough for me.

6 months.
That's all we have.
Haha.. Come to think of it, we've really been through alot.
10 days in Cambodia.
Probably the happiest 10-day.
Even though I broke my specs and was almost penniless.

I love you.
In a way that I know I will never be with you.
I love you too much as a friend.
But too little to be the one.
It's a weird feeling.
Maybe cause I've been used to girls hanging around you that I no longer feel jealous anymore.
So even if its jealousy, it only hits me as a unknown feeling.
Too weak to be jealousy, but too strong to be unfelt.

I guessed after 2010 May, we would not see each other anymore.
So, I hope whatever's between us now stays as it is.
I dont want it to improve nor fade.
If I were to see you 2 years down the road,
I hope you would regconise me as I know I will never forget you.

I remember the hugs, I remember the kisses.
I remember the words - heartwarming or hurtful

(no subject)

music: Heartbeat - 2PM

I thought you weren't coming to school.
I was so happy when I saw you walking out of the boardroom.
For a second, I actually thought I was dreaming.
My heart was beating so hard then.
And I kinda stood there looking at you.
Cause I didn't know how to react.
Even though I just saw you yesterday, it's different.
Cause yesterday you said you weren't coming to school today.
So I though you're really not coming.
Anyway, it's really cool.
It's the first time I had a i-thought-i-was-dreaming scene.

However, I know that the reason you changed your mind on coming to school was probably cause of some girl.
And, I know she'll never be me.
I admit I did thought it was me.
But, I thought again.
I know my status.
Friend.
'Friends' is enough for me.

6 month.
That's all we have.
Haha.. Come to think of it, we've really been through alot.
10 days in Cambodia.
Probably the happiest 10-day.
Even though I broke my specs and was almost penniless.

I love you.
In a way that I know I will never be with you.
I love you too much as a friend.
But too little to be the one.
It's a weird feeling.
Maybe cause I've been used to girls hanging around you that I no longer feel jealous anymore.
So even if its jealousy, it only hits me as a unknown feeling.
Too weak to be jealousy, but too strong to be unfelt.

I guessed after 2010 May, we would not see each other anymore.
So, I hope whatever's between us now stays as it is.
I dont want it to improve nor fade.
If I were to see you 2 years down the road,
I hope you would regconise me as I know I will never forget you.

I remember the hugs, I remember the kisses.
I remember the words - heartwarming or hurtful

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Nov. 29th, 2009

Pre-Xmas Blues

music: Never Let You Down - Frankie J

Christmas is coming ~
Its pretty cold in Shanghai now..
Today's like what?
Lowest 3 degrees...?
HIghest 12 degrees I think..
Super cold..
Anyway, I'm going back to Singapore in December..
My mocks are right after my Christmas Break
SO, can't really play the whole holiday..

Come to think of it, in 7 months, everything will be over.
Everyone will be going to different countries for universities.
It's kinda like ' We'll never see each other again'
That makes me sad.
It kind of amazing that our whole year only had 24 people.
And we are like different from the other years.
We were living in our own world.
Hah..
I realised that everyone in our year were very very different from one another.
Like no one was similar to another person.
Not like those little yr10 girls who were almost identical.
Thats the thing I like the most about our year.
Everyone changed alot since this two years.
There were many together-s and separate-s
We went through a lot together as a class.
Like the resignation of Mr Glew.
Cambodia
Gui Lin
Damn, those memories.
I will always remember you guys.
Hope we would all meet again some day when we are not to old to regconise each other.

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Nov. 14th, 2009

At the salon

Well, as the title says i'm in a salon now. The one that's just beside my compound. The 洗头弟 is really good. He's very 细心. Cutting my hair soon. The hair stylist is the boss of the shop. But i'm still not sure how my hair's gonna turn out. I'm scared :(
This is only the second time i've cut my hair in Shanghai.
School work has kept me very busy these few days. I really wanna do well..

Oct. 25th, 2009

October

Its October now.
That's really fast.
in one month's time,
we would officially have been in Shanghai for one year
Somehow after this one year,
I seem to have found a different me.
And I like the new different me.
Im really enjoying the life here right now.
The pull of returning is not that strong anymore.

Oct. 10th, 2009

Moving House :D

Currently busy moving house.
We've picked a busier, livier place.
and the best thing is : Starbucks is at our doorstep :D
We've moved majority of our stuff there.
All we need to do is cleaning and unpacking.
Then we'll be ready to move in.

While packing my stuff into boxes, I realised that there's lots of stuff that I've never seen myself use.
So, I decided not to buy so much stuff anymore.
Anyway, now Im super busy trying to complete all my homework.
have been so busy packing stuff.
And my laptop always gets hijacked by my daddy.
He should have brought his :(
His is so much better, faster and newer than mine.
Now, I have like one english oral presentation,
one chinese written task (1,500 words),
extended essay (super impt. Consists of whether I can pass my course.) (4,000 words)
Damn.
I better start.
Anyway, if you guys wanna know my new address,
Email me, Tell me on MSN or just simply Comment on this post.
Will take some pictures of the new house when Im in non-busy mode
Love you guys :D

Oct. 1st, 2009

KTV

mood:

tired

music: Love Story - Rain

China's National Day today.
Went out with my family, Queenie, XP and Ah Ken.
Went KTV-ing.
LOL.
Fun.
Took some neoprints.
Finally got to play my Maximum Tune.
Although I lost my card, but it didn't pull me down.
I still love car racing :D
I'll make a card again.
I know I will.
It's just a matter of time.
Got 256 points for 投篮机.
I'm not trying to push the blame to the balls
But some balls were out of air.
And there was only 4! WTF!
There's like at least 6 in normal machines.
Remembered the day at Parkway Arcade.
LOL! Still prefer Parkway's arcade.

Smiles :D

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Sep. 27th, 2009

Shanghai Nightmare

The night at the Shanghai Nightmare.
It was really cool.
Its bigger than Escape Themepark's Haunted house.
And of a much better quality.
It had a total of 13 different themes.
The first one was the ring.
it was looks really like the real one.
But the following ones were kinda shittier and shittier.
Only the first one was scary.
The rest were like like 'scary' cause they shocked us.
They were like 'Rawr!' and we were like 'Ah! Shit you!'
It was more of Boo! - ing then actually scary.
It was 20% off for that day.
And we also dressed to the theme.

This tall 'ghost' was standing outside the haunted house.And he is very very scary.
We summoned up lots of courgae to stand beside him.
And when we were taking this photo, he suddenly touch me and I totally freaked out and started screaming.
Luckily this it wasn't showed here.

Of course, we didnt forget to leave our footprints :D Been there. Done that. Im so brave.

Sep. 21st, 2009

(no subject)

We won our first game of the season on Friday.
Its really cool.

Another game tomorrow.
Hope good luck stays with me.

Im going to a Haunted House this Friday.
its a Halloween thing.
I think its gonna be fun.
Stick around for pictures.
If you're interested to know more

www.shanghainightmare.com

Sep. 14th, 2009

Remedy for the Heart Broken

If someone you love breaks your heart,
Cry a river,
Build a bridge,
Get over it.

Sep. 9th, 2009

Lost

We lost in the the games today.

But somehow, I felt that I lost something more than that.

Something even deeper.

Like I lost a part of me.

But fortunately, I found a better part of me.

Even if its still hurts, I'll put on a smile and pretend that it doesnt.

I love you. Still.

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Sep. 6th, 2009

" Piang ! "

Just a few hours ago,
Something happened the first time in my life.
My mummy and I were cooking dinner.
Then i suggested cooking some sago.
Sago is that translucent tiny balls that usually comes with desserts.
It taste very nice if mixed with coconut milk (not the cooking type of coconut milk).
Then she said okay and asked me to used the Conningware pot to cook.
By right, Conningware pots are able to withstand cooking.
Their slogan was ' Cook with it, serve with it, store with it ! '
Right, nice slogan.
So I set the pot on the fire with the sago balls and water inside and on the fire.
I keep staring at the pot as I was afraid the pot would get burn.
But after a while, nothing happened.
So I continued preparing stuff to cook.
I was cutting the chilli and my mummy was washing some stuff.
Our backs were turned against the stove.
Suddenly,
' PIANG! '
We both turned back and notice that the pot was gone.
Instead, this was left.

It was super cool.
The first thing I said was,'' Don't touch it ! Faster go get the camera ! ''
My mummy was like,' Ai ya, take this kind of thing for what?'
And my reply was,' Come on, you don't get this everyday.'
And my mummy didn't say anything else.
I didn't know how to react then.
And I felt that this scene should be taken.
LOL.
What a cute way to end the day.
No one quarreled about this incident.
Instead, it was kinda quiet when we were clearing up.
Or should I say, when my mummy was clearing up.

# 9

And the answer is....

Number 9 !

As in 90 for Jolene.
And its my day :D

Good guess guys.

To Shihui,
Sorry, I didn't realised until my friend told me that he cant comment as anonymous.
LOL.

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